I feel like a kid with extremely low self-esteem right now, and I want to cry.

It doesn't help that I was looking a pictures of real life women who are really pretty and really sexy and not just CUTE. I don't look my age, and my skin hates me.

I'm socially awkward more times than I am not.

I'm dating someone who treats me really well and I don't feel like I deserve it.

I'm on the verge of tears right now. :(